Friday, August 31, 2007

when one door close, another door open.

stayed up late and woke up late, rushed down to sch and visit my dear teachers.

flooded with peoples, and see many old faces. some faces grown prettier who looked so average back then. update the teachers and so on. thank god my teachers arent as bad as 5a1 teachers, mr lum find my familiar instead of talking to his class student. mr lim busy toking to the 4e with many girls there. mr wee came and talk a few words with one or two of them and walk off. seriously how poor thing 5a1. of cos mr wee came back and chat a little with all of us. i'm was his chair person and vice chair person of the class once. and for your info, i was once a prefect !

well, feeling a little guilty going back empty handed. therefore, i've decided; not to go back next year. mdm thum going to the east side to teach anyway, not much teachers to talk to even if i come back. however, i'm not so wang en fu yi, didnt come back to thank them or whatsoever.

after that went to xin nan saw amanda, wondering if she's from that sch. and go mac chill and chat, playing psp with lim. yeah psp slim is out but no downgrade available yet. it's damn cheap at 285 only, goddamnit. got my memo stick at 97 bucks, almost 60 bucks cheaper than lim. loads of students hanging around there.

chiong home to eat and cab down to bbdc, 15 mins late, and the taxi driver do not know the fucking way there. i guided him to pie, told him to exit at bukit batok. while i was playing my psp, i realise it's the wrong way and i ended up in CCK -.- well cck can go up to bbdc and i know the way cause stage 2 always drive to teck whye at cck. he gave me 1 dollar discount for that detour, not his fault anyway.

my instructor was ravin again. nice joker chap. he show the reverse in direction change like so simple and easy. saw a test car strike kerb, and that goes grace 10 demerit, he left only with 10 points. full lock left clutch full lock right clutch until my leg and hand suan. and guess what, the climax of the day is here. as i was waiting bus at the bus stop, i saw this hot girl in white razor back and black bra, jeans bottom, pretty face with eye liner. superly attractive, i wish for a girl friend like her seriously. =x
simply good.

came back to bball and went pool. after pool went back 907 to chat and lim teh. chill and relax, time flies so quickly as we talk crap seriously crap. some recollection of stories we had. laughing our ass out. then the bangla wanted to borrow lighter from us, none of us have, we told them we guai kia no smoke. then they suprise say we good, non smoker, then cob told him; u also dun smoke la. i told them we underage la, no drink no smoke, good guys. spotted another cute-pie type girl with nice eyes at the coffee shop with another guy.

dashu had became my son, cos i'm always scolding 'ni ma de' and 'diao ni ma de' so this scandal will result him being my son. at a point he was saying our sch who've got the biggest boobs. so i was telling him sh without snd thought. he was alright only, not very big. i told him big until just nice, u want biggest that means rebecca alrdy. i can assure she's got the biggest. then we were saying going rent kayat and we go kayat over to m'sia. he say till a certain point the wave too big, single kayat unstable. so i suggest, rent a dragonboat instead, longer and more stable. xh's from dragonboat, he cant help us. ds say he sit infront 'da ku' (hit drum). i reply, fuck u, u might as well (ta fei ji). then we also decided to go and play paintball on xh bday. ex but fun, and suggesting going overseas. so on and so on, damn loads of rubbish to say. they were saying yf used to spend money like water, now seems to be like changed sensible. but i think he's saving up for the party he mention at his 21bday. lol talk until wanna vomit blood with ds. shoot here shoot there, argue argue in the end i told them, u good la, we friend until today. then they all take out hp get ready to del my fone no. -.- sohai ! planning tml go gym and swim then afternoon go catch movie then night go east coast rent bycicle overnight for ride over the island.

it feel so good to unite.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

holidays

sleeping in the morning, awake in the night.
having stiff neck, sleeping for too long.

ytd night went to ken's house lan with lim, finally a good news. my psp version is available for downgrade, and guess what, it's cheaper than before. for just 30 bucks i got my psp downgraded, where my friend who had previous version downgraded for 50 bucks. hunger in the house, called for mac and wasnt filling. went down to drink tea and played psp. getting a bigger memory stick to stall downloaded games. however, on a sadder note, the god damn psp slim is coming out soon at sep. this improved and slim version of psp really make all previous psp user feel like guinea pig.


my friends were asking me where did i got the 4gb thumbdrive at 50 bucks. credits goes to ezann and her friend selling at 50 bucks, and the nicely decorated box of the thumbdrive i still have it. however i still need a hardrive to stall more nonsense.

sadly, i dunno why is cob working tml when we're going back to sch to visit teachers. well, no one to accompany me to thank mdm thum, my d&t teacher. cos cob was the only one with me taking d&t, scoring distinction like piece of cake. needless to say, he got a A2, cause i'm the only A1 student for that batch and dunno how many previous batch. heard mr siva had gone other sch, our form teacher gone!


jog on !


this is 'one winged angel' -FF VII advent children
what a great symphony band - the black mages






this is the battle theme, by a unknown guy.
abit off tune here and there, the actual one is really better.



Tuesday, August 28, 2007

jog on !

driving lesson was good today, still not so smooth at crank course, s course no prob, hope test day no prob too. next lesson will be reversing and direction changing, man i'm not good at reversing. went out for a spin, just to prevent everything for rusting. he suspected that i drive outside illegally, cause i drive too well. haha! too bad i dun have a manual car to ride, if not i will drive without license time being. he say if outside i drive swee swee, circuit not prob, there's high chance that i pass at first try. just be a lil' more humble and safety and surely i will pass.

for the 1st time i spotted 3 pretty girls at driving centre. well, pretty girls learning driving are quite cool. i overheard 2 of the girls chatting, one of them saying she hope she wont get the test route at teck whye. cause the road there are mainly slopes, handbrake must be apply upon every stop. she was saying her car always will roll back, more than 1m, it will be immediate failure. so i was like wanna laugh when i heard that. the test route it's either at bukit batok or teck whye, for bukit batok, the u-turn will be the crucial part. as long as the traffic isnt heavy, it will be a prob.

just watched hot fuzz, my dad rented it. really funny and the story plot is absurd. well just for laughters, i have too much time anyway. well, i'll save my breathe and shall not talk abt the whole story, cause the ending was rather twisting and ridiculously atrocious. and i dunno what's special about using kalashnikov to cook up crooks when they uses shotguns to cook those twats. mr peter ian skater, P.I staker, piss taker, i wonder is there such a person with that name. one thing about the show is every bit and pieces, words spoken are linked up for the ending. rather good in that way, something different. some gross scene here and there, but i like it, the decaffeinating part, blood gushing out. and accident is only used, when there's no one to blame.


felicia finally updated, and what's up, everyone is invited to be 'relatives' for her wedding film shot. it's kinda cool isnt it. sit in for her wedding film at chijmes, so if u are interested check it out at her blog.

i've successfully bought fernado torres into liverpool in winning eleven. haha soccer craze. now i'm addicted to using torres at forward, a good striker, with support of gerrard and kuyt. i wanna get my psp downgraded and download pes 2008 ! damn that fall that cause me 188 to repair and now i cant downgrade because they upgrade my psp as they service it, and does not allow me to say no to upgrade -.- damn that kuku fall. fuck cunt.

still eating alot, finish ice cream tub after tub. one round of meal is never enough. eating and eating and i dun mind getting fat. i was born to eat ! i love to eat nice food, so please intro me if u have any good places or restaurant that serve good food.

kena scold by gerra, say i step guai kia, now say i step shy boy. cause i ask her bring me go clubbing, then i told her aku shy. she reply shy ur head la. shall pay my virgin visit to clubbing and see why people love to shake ur ass and grind em' so much. she's sending me songs telling me these are nice songs, but my reply is 'not bad la, but lavigne's songs' better!' haha i told her i'm faithful to lavigne. and if u dunno what avril lavigne means, i shall let u know today.
Avril is French for "April", while la-vigne means "the vine" or "the vineyard".


a random photo, taken back when i'm working at hk cafe restaurant. everytime i visit the gent, i pass by this fox shop, and this model never fails to catch my eyes. kind of pretty isnt it.

i wanna start afresh ! good things gone will never come back. i shall not dwell in the past, so jog on! this have to go inside my mind. i give myself 1 more week, no more than that. i can i can i can do it =D time to switch on and love what i'm doing and do it well.



Avril is French for "April", while la-vigne means "the vine" or "the vineyard". says:
ur fringe is straght or slant?

▪▫ ε.zаии - says:
STRAIGHT SLANT.


DUH !

Sunday, August 26, 2007

solace in food

i'ma glutton lazy pig.

i'm going to grow fat in no time, cant help but keep eating. magnum ice cream after dinner as dessert, but not enough, i opened the new cookie and cream tub ice cream. interestingly, my mum came and throw cherry-like tomato on the ice cream, which i dun eat them one cause i'm a carnivore. then i proceed to eating butter cookie from walkers, really nice, with choco chip summore ! walkers' butter cookies are nice and not too sweet either. then proceed to eating lays from dunno hk or tw, dunno what flavour which not sold in singapore. then proceed to eating hotdog in bread.

eating while watch the funny korea drama, slacking on the sofa like dead pig.

dream a little, smile a plenty.

to all hurted soul out there, it's not easy but let's hope for a better future! try not to think so much but fill yourselves with true friends. forget the unworthy and wait for the worthy. take care of yourselves. she was talking about the yoke and unequally yoke, then i think of yoke lian=x


ps: i've just deleted you from my kuku account, no offence, cause i find myself still thinking of you. anyway, dun be affected by you dad's words, he's ur dad no matter what. hope you are fine and stay happy.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

insomnia

too used to slping in late night, and now it's 4.45. dont know for what reason, my nose keep smelling food. i think i'm starving here in the middle of the not-morning-not-night. and i'm lazy to make anything for myself to eat. i attempted to slp around 2.30 but i cant, only rolling around my small bed. played winning eleven, only energised me further. fanatically soccer fetish

i wonder why msn have this function 'appear offline'. it's rather amusing to be there and appear offline. althought sometimes i also appear offline, but i think, i might as well really go offline.
just random.

i like quiet night, it would be best if i had a cup of brazil coffee here and cookie or ice cream. oh boy, i'm hungry !

nu ren xin, hai di zhen
this chinese phrase describe the mind of girls, it's like a needle in the sea.
do u know what does that means?
actually i'm not so sure too.
haha just spewing gibberish here.

i suspect i have cancer.

soccer talk.

an easy match against sunderland. liverpool didnt use agger, kuyt, gerrard and riise initially. but riise was sub in for carragher in 2nd half as he's injured by the knee of reina. kuyt was sub in around 85mins of the match, and i wonder what for, for that substitution. anyway, the injury of carragher was rather interesting. he was trying to tell the manger to sub him off, as he's suffering chest pain. but the manager insisted to let him play for a little more, didnt sub riise in, even though riise was ready for the sub. he's probably still observing but carragher gave the expression of buai tahan face to his manager, and finally sub him out. he was furious, throwing the captain band on the floor and sort of give a few words to his manager frustrastedly. voronin score his debut goal for the season, proving his mark, assist by torres, built up by pennant and babel. however, many chances were wasted by voronin and torres as well as babel, probably too eager to proving their worth, as they will new to the team. sissoko score in the 1st half, so, total 2-0 against sunderland. good to go, liverpool, 2 win 1 draw. gerrard please get well soon, liverpool needs you and your well time power shot.

now chelsea's playing against portmouth. hoping for a draw cause chelsea is impossible to lose portmouth.


the first scorer of the match, sissoko.

new guy in the team, have no idea really where he's from.

men love wheels more than heels.

my dream car lamborghini gallardo, i wonder if i would have the chance to be your owner. your sensual design is telling me to ride with you isnt it. wait for me darling, i will earn that money enough to get you to be on my side. but i think u will have to wait a little longer, i know u wont mind right.

oh boy, so hot and sexy !

i was reminded of the time when u sang for me over the phone while i was doing my work.

Friday, August 24, 2007

somethings just cannot be control.

life's full of ups and downs, so that u wont feel boring. people wont appreciate the ups when there's no downs. dunno why, for me, most of the time is down down and down.

didnt went sentosa cos i'm so tired and the rain tells me to continue sleeping.

forced and drag myself to go sch take those junk back home, it's really junk when it reach my room. it's damaged so much from what i complete it. everything fallen apart just after a couple of weeks. thanks to ming fu, my panel now have a small hole, but he's is bigger. he put our panel on the shelf and the spot light burned our panel. i really need a car and license for transporting all these junks. next sem i will be making master piece instead of junks.

went jp bought cob's present and card, dine at swensens'. we end up shopping for ourselves while looking present for cob. seriously dunno why are we celebrating at jp, really so bo xim. but the present not bad la, got xim one, a unique fossil watch. think he will like it. aint cheap. i love food, as always. baked rice, cos i love cheese. side dishes we have clamari rings and baked mussels. the baked mussels is fabulous, really. ate choco fondue and waffle ice cream for dessert, the waffle is nice, but newyork newyork's better. the choco fondue comes with the nutty dip. dip the choco then dip the nuts, nice and crunchy. mashmellows, the small lil cake like thingy, strawberry and banana, 5 small round ice cream. i bet you're drooling. the ice cream is smooth and munchy. it's really nice to have it with the waffle, with the honey taste, it's woooaaaahhhh ! sweetly sweet. jacob's ice cream looks obsence lol. then a pretty girl came with a not so good looking guy, siting beside us. mature pretty type, we were saying that guy pathetic, other guys look at his girl, he also cannot do anything.

wanted to watch movie or play pool or whatever, in the end they want come my house, which i really dont like. to play bored game, those board games arent mine. my sis and her bf bought them, we played dividend, a stock market board game. buying and selling of shares, require lots and lots of thinking, aint for stupid people like u. make smart decision with wise reasoning to win. they commented that my panel looks good, they haven seen others one, my was one of the lousiest.

on the bus to my home, we spotted 3 pretty girls. one of them, too bad, ride the bus and it's full, we 9 people couldnt possibly sqeeze up. another 2, one was from our sch, 2 yrs older batch. she belongs to sweet and cute type. tico yf sat beside her and i just tease him, make him malu only. in the end she put eye piece listen to mp3. another girl looks abit like yl? at first sight, she belongs to the pretty type. saw that girl that works in park royal hotel banquet too, what a small world. suddenly i see hope in life, lol. just kidding. i felt molested by someone on the bus. anyhow touch -.-

just realise that the link in ezzan's blog to felicia chin is really linked to her blog. she so free blog for fans summore, must start reading her blog too. she was born to be great actor. sweet pretty face, good figure and flair for acting.

finally won yf for once in winning 11, using my fav team liverpool. i'm not cheap using those over-powered team like barc, chels, or manu. thanks lim for feeding my laptop water. i hate people going up to my bed. they commented my pillow and blanket is too small for me. well i'm a lil too long and i cant find a long blanket for myself. that pillow at least follow me for more than 11 years, smell good and i alrdy develop love with it. it's special to me and i wont allow anyone to lie on it or hug it. hate them messing my things. cynthia say i look like a taiwan actor, which i have no idea who. i wonder why people always say i look like this this this who who who which i dun really care. cos i'm daniel, i look this way, handsomely done by God. hate this mess and din in my room, disturbing my family.

waiting for yf 21 bday, cos he wanted to book the hotel, a big suite. invite many girls come, and have party. he's saving for it, i'm waiting for it. gave a miss for supper(maybe u can call it breakfast cos it's near 4 now), cos i dun like walking home alone althought i'm used to it. and i'm tired for the day, too much nonsense. friends is a lot about tolerating and giving. everyone have their problem, so just be understanding. i'm not talking abt myself, cos i having another problem now, nor having problem with anyone. we are friends that's why certain things i can close my eyes. althought it's not mutal, but i think we can try to learn. these 5 yrs in secondary of friendship, seeing each other every until sian, now it's bonded.

i'm hungry . . . 2 days ago i cook my own rice, cook my own egg, heat the fake pop corn chicken for myself to eat. and it's simply nice. now i'm thinking of my secondary sch malay stall rice, i love the fish, drumstick and seaweed chicken and egg and burger.. walau eh ! HUNGRY !!

my retarded friends, i miss secondary school when we see each other everyday.
poking fun at each other is what we're good at.
akemi's gorgeous.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

songs brighten my mood.

easy

bittersweet. all these romance shows shows it all. the art of love. cannot be explained.

last lesson of freely drive on road today. stage 3 will be in circuit parking and crank course etc. went bukit timah, pass np again, no time to look out for girls. told that fella my group instructor one call chong yong kan, another one is a fat guy. he dunno, laughing at his name, sounds like hong gan. he played me at roundabout, didnt change to lower gear for slope.

bball at same old court, kena elbow and scratched, dunno why so violent. on the bus saw 2 pretty girl, seriously, why they appear when i'm wearing specs with my hair so fugly. soul on rain, it started to pour as we get hot. no one want to lose, all man have pride. that's when nice rejection, nice post up, nice lay up appears. cob say miss soccer, made my leg feel itchy for nth. miss soccer at this court.

sat in a circle under the hdb block, chat for awhile to cool down. talked abt our secondary sch days. all the funny and stupid incidents, reminded of tw and sj bday, we chase them for bday bash. how cruel. kinda bad of us, but it was fun. and all fun we had with teachers, we make them wanna vomit blood. remember those time near to o level, we stay in sch late to study play soccer for releasing of stress. study until half way leg itchy, then all go down play soccer. haha fun.

i wanna be like steven gerrard. these soccer players worth millions and millions of pounds. liverpool didnt waste their money buying torres, he scored one goal against chelsea. barbel had yet to proved his mark, wasted few chances, lousy debut in liverpool, go back to west ham please. bloopers and ouch

why makes you larger than life, that's gonna be your strength.
that's when i love you is a nice song, and it's healing my soul now. having irritating leg cramp now.

everyone's story differs from each other.
is that the reason why u come to my blog daily, despite of the mafan ness of typing password to enter.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

life's ironic.

something just cant be understood until you experience it.

thank God i still have nice friend in school to ring me up from my slp, telling me today we suppose to go sch for submission.

ytd that late night gaming with friends lasted until 5+, having slept for 7 hrs, my phone ring like mad this noon. suddenly tell me need to submit this and that, i wonder why i am i always so blur. seriously nth good abt me. looking at my work for 1st term, comparing to the others, it really show that i take no pride in my work. my careless attitude is bringing me nowhere. therefore next sem i shall start afresh, and i hope i dun fallen to laziness again.

well, missed the buffet earlier on, some glutton pig ate my share for me. now telling me how nice is the food -.- yet i'm starving all the way until now. went to sch alone, my table kena koped, use another table instead. sat there alone, slowly copy those stuff to the cd, then wait for ep to come, then we went to staff room give cd and notebook. althought my notebook really not much notes. then paste those label, then jiu go home. ken jio bball, but too bad not enough ppl, so go home slp.

bpl is starting good and exciting, liverpool still good to go. man city won man u and now top of the table, nice form this season, hope they cant keep up the form. liverpool gotta catch up, man u still way behind, able to catch up in no time. but man u having some probs here and there with ronaldo and heinze, bad start, good for liverpool haha. but man u formations was right, just didnt grab those opportunity well to score. chelsea still good, with jose mourinho, 2nd up in the table. mourinho's a old joker, motivational manager for the team. these first few matches isnt good, as the referee is really absurb. lousy judging, cards given like water flow, penalty given against liverpool was a wrong decision too, even the commentaries agree that's a wrong decision. in case u yet to know, EPL had changed to BPL. no more english premier league, but barclays premier league. newspaper no update one, still printing EPL NEWS -.- even logo had changed, and yet newspaper haven change. bloopers

left eye feeling pain again, this time it turns red, probably nasty infection. stiff neck, it's hurting, i need message. i need 12 hours of slp daily so that i wont have sickness and all.

interestingly you guys become friends again.

dunno why everyone seems to see me as a flirt guy. i'm a coquette !
simply simple.
simple girl.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

license to wed

LOVE IS AN ART

a nice show for couples to watch, we're the only guys catching the movie without girls. make us feel like gay. see how this nice couple have some problem there, as they take a step to know each other more, but being understanding and knowing they are really in love, they made it through the course. nice romance, but why am i watching it with guys !

kena fine again, in the phone call. immediately another vulgar word after he caught me. as we playing world combat, all of us cant control, and just flow so smoothly out from our mouths. and we completed it.

saw dumbass sihui, she was on the other side laughing at me when she saw me, probably bcos of my hair. o level drawing nearer still got time go jp walk walk uh.

driving lesson was good, clearing stage 2 in next lesson, stage 3 is all circuit parking and stuff. then auto trans for a couple of lesson jio test alrdy. yet to take my final theory. that fatass intructor lead me to np there, then say got chio bu, then i bio bio while driving. bus stop also say got chio bu, distract me from concentrating. u turn at np there to see char bo, that instructor working still can see char bo, good sia.

internship at terence company, should i go ? kinda lazy to work.. haha
i found solace in food, so please date me out to dine or chill at cafe. i love cheese and chocolates. baked rice and chocolate ice cream will be nice. any kind soul please accompany me to feast.

what should i do to let go of someone?
one thing i'm afraid to see as i'm walking along the streets,
it's you walking with another guy.

Monday, August 20, 2007

dream will be just a dream.

dreamt of her, and in my dream, i knew it gotta be a dream. true enough everything shatters the moment i open my eyes. i wish i could continue dreaming, but the fact is, i must face reality. so it's no point dwelling in history. i write my new story now alone, it's good anyway. in certain ways, it's better being alone. not to forget, i still have my friends. i'm no despo, so no need to hola new girls. see some pretty ones on the streets is enough, less problems, more beautiful. i will chat with u again, when i see u as friend. i guess, u wont have anything that got to do about me, so it's no difference. u will continue to be woo by different guys, cause u're a girl, u're life will be flourish with love in no time. no need for me to worry, no need for reliance.


danisaeffingdog.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY BRO.

the celebration continues this friday.

same old cake war, which we always say stop this kiddish play.

chat and slack at the same old coffeeshop. my same old teh si and prata.

our fine system started, i'm was caught 4 times despite of being alert and trying my best.
really funny there, having such system, laughing my ass out.

their cold lame jokes forced me to be fined.

i miss having exams, they are burning nights for exam.

cob finally going for botak. a sudden one, looks like some prisoner that have just been released.



for whatever reasons u are hai ing for, hope that u are fine and doing well.
sad to say, you're still inside me.
till when can i let go.
anyone please take this pain away.
and i miss ur smile.

reality

seems like she had fell for another guy.

bad karma
bad effort

fear to grief to calm to resignation

if one would to skip stage, will probably result in depression.

know your strength and weakness to win the battle.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

bourne ultimatum

i like such witty police-and-thief movie films, some other show of such are even better; having us hung up there, making us guess yet we cant get it right. showing their outborned smartness in working, be it the thief or the police, twist and turn and stuff. such movie, having strong storyline, is better than those action movie where only effects of fighting comes as selling point. of cos better than any lame comedies we have today, on the par with horror movie for my preference. movie of such, dont quite seemed to be found in other countries film making, only the amercians do it right.

it's been so long since we three coming out for mid night movies. it used to be weekly 2 yrs back there, mid night movies in town or jp. i just woke up and they called, asking me out for the movie starting in 5 mins time. cabbed down and get our tix, bought our favourite nacho cheese. i simply love gv nacho cheese, althought they used to give damn loads of cheese, but now, add cheese like still so damn little. it's heavenly indulgence, nacho cheese. i love it.

this couple infront of us were so lovingly lovely. the guy, as usual, engrossed in the movie. the girl clinging to him like kolar bear. saw this irritating couple that day in town, going up the escalator, hugging and kissing loudly, just infront of us.

driving lesson in heavy rain is terrible. cant see road marking, cant drive at normal speed. first time meeting my another instructor in my group. he resembles dashu, the way he talk, also his fat size quite similiar with dashu.

see how much you've been influenced by he, he, he and he.