Lord i thank you.

Lord, help me to overcome this.
awaken my soul to who i am in You.

alright folks, be prepared for a long post. i will make it short, as much as i can.
i'm starting all the way from last mon.

monday
went for crs test in the morning, and i was late again ! didnt have enough time to think and just whacked it. so after it was done, i went down to gleneagles hospital to meet fuifui, she's going the AUSTRIALIA HIGH COMMISSION to do her student visa stuff. so i accompanied her to find the place, which she's not sure about the exact location. we even went in botanic gardens, like so lost.. we wanted to ask someone for directions but they all seemed like tourists too. finally we made our way to the Austrialia High Commission, the security was kinda tight and one of the crew seemed really attitude, prolly he had messed up his life. cant understand why some people just cant talk properly but i'd forgive them like how God forgives me.

we went for lunch at swensens', it's on her, as she has the voucher and didnt allow me to pay. quite a nice meal and i was so tempted by the desserts... man, God please take away my cough soon. after that we went for cheese cake and drinks at spinelli's, heerens. had a lil chat and she's always stoning away.. nice songs playing there too.. after that we went walking around heerens and this volcom shirt just caught my eyes, so i give it a try and bought it. it's a lil oversize though, bcos they dont have the smaller size. while trying that top, i came out without my beanie, as i totally forgotten about it.. and there i saw leslie and wan li, later melissa came there too

tuesday was my crit and it went better then i thought, seldom you will see the lecturer smiling at you during crit and that happened to me. i was pretty much delighted than usual, and i thank God for that. but it wasnt very well done too, some area which i didnt do will pull down my grades.. but i think i will still make it to year two, i shall work really hard from there.

friday was like the last day of sch for the year and a review of portfolio. everything was easy and a debrief from the lecturer. had a chat with ex lecturer victor, he's doing well in a company now and going around other countries to do designing work and getting good pay.. i'm gonna be like him and do better than him someday !

sunday night we went for night cycling until morning after service and watching some of them running.. it was quite a good experience, but somehow something happened within myself and i got a lil mood swing. so there i go singing praise and worship to God, i thought it's quite a nice to place to sing to Him a song that you mean it. i almost even wanted to ask them to sing with me when we settled down at changi beach ! had a lil crap and everyone was so dead tired after that. we went all the way to changi village and chilled at changi beach. but i guess we all had fun ? we took a cab home after a breakfast at mac, the cabby was a christian too, had a lil chat with him. on our way there with char we met a another nice guy who help us with the direction too.. he's quite a old guy but still as fit, so i guess he's a body builder. true enough he is, and he told me he srinks down a lot alrdy. he even know the 1st mr universe and told me he took steroids and supplements for body building. well really a nice chap and i thank God for him.

monday night after a nap, met up with fuifui to check out her friend's cute lil maltese... it's really cute but not as cute as before.. she got a trim, and her friend is so nice to let me carry it and play with it.. i want a maltese please ! time passed really fast with i'm with this lil cute dog, name creamy. just like how the time pass so quickly when you're with you loved one =D we then had dinner at bbp, mac. and there she took off my beanie and i messed up her hair.. naughty girl !

wednesday i meet up with char, jx and carol to catch mr average. it's pretty interesting how a average guy can be so special.. pretty amusing too.. it's so tempting to see them eating nice food infront of me while i'm fasting.. and i saw wan li at carrefour with her sis.. she refused to tell me what she did or went earlier on which she said she will be scolded or something if she told her mother abt it.. it's so irritating, makes me wanna know something but you just didnt tell me what is it ! i may end up having insomnia !

thursday, a day with 3 ladies with totally no opinion and idea of where to go or what to do. and three of them just gang up and bully me, alright they cant make decision at all. so let the guy lead and make the call. we meet up at cine and headed far east for dinner. they were totally enjoying nice foods infront of my while i'm fasting... and they went to have curry chicken rice and noodles at the place where jen, cob, thia and me went the other time. so i was like telling them, i came here to eat about 3 yrs ago.. and i ate turkish ice cream there about 6 yrs ago.. lol like living in the past? i just remember vividly some events that happened in my life..

then we went shopping at heerens, and there i got my new jeans from levis. which i thought was skinny cut, but it's just straight cut. when it's good anyway so doesnt really matter. we chilled at spinelli's and there they go eating nice food infront of me again. on my way back i met lava, so i chatted with him and i may be trying his workplace for holidays, paste de waruka. it's a place where there have nice foods ! and he said it's in the top 5 restaurant in singapore.. pay is quite good for a waiter too, but it's busy and tiring, so why not.

friday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR BIG FAT TALL DASHU !
went to cob house to marinate the chicky wings and meat. get everything ready as well as the card and cab down to ecp. the fare was a bomb, it's 35bucks plus ! oh my, just the three of us ! when i woke up and i saw the mettle, i alighted from the cab and told teo to say thank you to cob.. lol alright and that stupid cabby told let us alight at the pit that is still so far from our pit ! i feel so cheated and carrying those really heavy stuff for some distance, totally a training or preparation for ns. three of us was so tired after that when i finally reach our pit. we started the fire and thanks to me, fanning the fire until it's burning up ! muahaha that's what guys are for.. then we started bbq-ing and they came some time after that. i totally ate like a pig when i broke fast, and then we went for over night cycling again. it was really really bad.

2 of our bikes are kinda spoilt and it's like training bike where it's really hard to paddle.. three of us the fit guy take turns to cycle these bikes.. it feels like heaven when you change from that bike to a normal bike... we took so super long to reach changi village.. around 3 hours ! and teo had cramp half way.. and people complain it's so tiring.. man they are lousier than the girls in my cell.. SHAME ON YOU ! but it's really a test of endurance when u ride that 2 lousy bikes ! one of them was okay initially, but i totally crashed onto teo's bike head to head when i failed to brake in time.. we hurted our fingers and the brake was totally spoilt and dented in.. and the wheel is slightly out of shape therefore it's difficult to cycle.. another bike is almost deflated and it's hard to pedder too.. when we reach changi village, one of them just took a cab to the nearest gas station to pump it up again.. so the journey back to ecp was faster, with lesser delay and it's like a test of friendship too. some people just could wait for the slower one and keep going.. and some prob happened midway on our way back too.. delayed here and there too.. but we all made it back !

after that, lim chionged to eat breakfast at bk. which i was thinking of fasting from 6 to 6 since i'm up alrdy. so i skipped the breakfast, and after we changed up, we went to take bus to bedok. on the way to bus stop, cob offered me the mashmellow, i was kinda hungry and i just took it and put inside my mouth. ( totally forgotten i'm fasting. ) THEN I REALISE I'M SUPPOSE TO FAST FROM 6 TO 6 !! i was like OH MAN !! CRAP ! then i carry on eating and went for breakfast at bedok as i decided to fast from 12 to 12 as usual.. a long sleep on a bus ride back to bl interchange.. my leg cramped so badly while i was slping.. when i reach home, i took a bath and went for cell group. totally tired but still i'm able to be awake and singing for God.. and He never fails to touch my heart. it was great as usual. after which we had sports day.. doing some sports while lacking of slp and food.. i went home around 6 feeling really worn out.. and there this fat tall guy stepped on my foot while alighting, and he's coming from a step higher, can you imagine my poor lil toe, after long long day and night, stepped by a fat tall guy... and he never apologise at all.. so freaking pissed off... when i reach home, i took a bathe and went straight to my bed, woke up at 1 to have my supper and watch some show... then went back to bed again.


photos will be coming up soon. =D