lost of appetite in the midst of stress

let's not talk abt sch...

saturday.

i think the message was relevant for me, stepping into new phase. then steamboat was kinda sad, i got bullied by char. and people saying my eye bag is in bad shape. alright what happened was, char was like playing the stupidest game on earth with me, scissors paper stone and hei-bai-pei. then a nice suggestion from miran that got me in for a bloating experience. she suggested loser eat something from the pot, because people are all full alrdy. i lost every single round to char and just kept eating. i swear that i didnt lose on purpose to eat more ! that irritating fella was like laughing from the start till we stop playing that game. and my mr asshole tee got abit of attention that day, char keep going 'ass-hole'.

then we, jx clarence char, headed to marina square. i saw this shop selling tee shirt for girls, which the message on those tee are kinda interesting.. too bad it's just for girls. thank god nothing caught my eyes, i'm too broke to shop. after that we headed to town, to catch stardust. the timing at cine was good so we went lido to watch instead. there was a event there organized by nokia, trap the people inside that small box for 3 days without food. quite interesting, and there at cheers i bought a magazine with FELICIA CHIN on the cover page ! my pretty pretty gorgeous baby ! haha pardon me.. and the weather was hot and i had to air my hair a lil, just like what i always do in studio, then they were like laughing at me..

we slacked at mac, and char so comfortably slept there. then clarence intro us a new sauce, that's to combine chili and mayo. i prefer eating without that sauce. jx called char's phone to wake up her, her response was kinda funny. she's one who sleep early and you can see from her face that she's really tired. stardust was great, better than what i expected, but i'm not one who likes such shows. it was hilarous, and pretty interesting. i learnt that true love isnt one u wish to be with, but the nice girl you can get along perfectly. i wonder when will my star appear for me, like everyone else, i wants to be loved and love a girl with all i have.

lastly, i thought clarence kind of matured over the past 2 yrs. but the fact that he's the still same as before! well it's different to miss something you experienced and to experience something you miss, you know...

sunday.

svc was great. pst phil was painting as he preach. the painting was kind of awesome, he did it like it's so easily done. i had no ideas what is he painting until the picture slowly came out. so nicely done, and that painting touched my heart. jesus is so great for us. although he didnt preach a lot, part of the time he's painting, but the i guess, the picture speaks more than words.

after svc we headed to bedok to have lunch. and i will never ever go that coffeeshop to eat again. because i was standing there with char, waiting for a table. and there a cleaner call us to give way, loudly as such; "LIANG WEI XIAO JIE, QING RANG KAI !" i was so stunned that auntie called us "liang wei xiao jie"!? (which means '2 lady') it's really crap. they start telling me actually i look quite pretty and go on calling me pretty boy -.-

then we headed to bugis to pass xj his bag which he left the entire bag at char's house. then meet the w146 at sim lim. they wanted to intro a nice tom yam stall but it was closed. then i sat there, on my left talking abt ns, on my right was girls gossiping. they are kind of violent as compared to us.. and ze xian treated those girls like guys, poor jodie and char.

we then meet up with jx miran ping and char's friend. we had french toast at xin wang, cine. and we catch another movie, beowulf. which i thought it was like real people acting but turn out to be animated. but the graphic was really realistic despite it's a animated movie. i felt asleep intially cos it's was kind of nonsense and boring, until char woke me up. the show is not bad la, i'm just quite tired. in fact i like such gore movie, althought it's not really gore and the fact that it's just animated.

we went in num, and char get to see her cute guy joey. she was so happy to see him, we should have take his number for char. then we went boss hugo, i saw 2 pair of leather shoe that is nice, i wish i can get it, and although i didnt see the price tag, but it's gonna be expensive. i will come again for shopping spree, so wait for me.

we had dinner at sakae, thanks char jie jie for the treat, both the movie and the meal at sakae. then we went to cathay, char bought a tub of ice cream from ben and joe for her sis. pretty nice huh.. and jx was kind of sad to go back for outfield, and in his mind, a battle between himself, whether to go and take mc ! haha please take care, 3 days will fly quickly ! how sad to be in ns... in 2 yrs time, it's my turn.. oh yah i saw fardly at cathay num, in fact he was calling me and i didnt notice until char and jx telling me. he's entering ns soon, and good to see your secondary sch friend again you know, after so long. all my malay friends that i lost contact with, hope there will be another class gathering soon.

on my way home, on the train, i actually took the wrong train and went in the opposite direction. kind of tired you know, after a long day and quite somethings are going through my mind. and at dunno which station, a bunch of bangla broad the train with loud annoying indian song. i kind of starred over at them, and the guy on my left shouted at them for me. and he started swearing abit. that timid group of 7-8 banglas just kept quiet and lower down the volume until i cant hear anything. i was in the middle sms-ing. thanks char again for your listening ears.

i remember the first word from you.
i remember the first date with you.
i remember the first peck on you.
i remember the first sweet from your lips.
i remember the first kiss with you.
i remember the first bite from you.
i remember the first love with you.

now i have to forget everything and move on. and if you know, it will never be the same with anyone else.

donut factory.

currently i'm in love with these kind of donuts, they are really yummy. even those that or not from donut factory taste quite good. and apparently imitated donuts from donut factory are all around now and they arent cheap. just a mth ago, cob was telling me abt these his sch selling such donuts, then it's kind of ex so we didnt get it in the end.. then now my mother know i like these donuts, in this month alone i ate like 3 box of them. of cos i didnt finish them all by myself.. it's just blessing from god.