monday blues

cant slp at night, cant wake up in the morning.





my slping time is all messed up, as always when holidays arrives. pull myself up and chiong to bbdc. today learn going slope and vertical parking. all was good all was easy. i'm born to be driver, i just hope no mistake on test day. then waiting for char to come for FT practise. was sitting there all alone by myself playing psp, then i notice a girl looking at me. then i realise it was ANITA ! she was there so damn early for BT test. haha yet to even touch the car !! noob. she sat with me and chatted to pass time. she was telling me she's home most of the time watching anime. then i found out that she watch bleach too! kurosaki ichigo~ then i saw kun poh, amazingly he learning car also. i thought pai kia type should learn moto one... then saw peng da also, like the world is so small sia. so many of us learning car now, including teo, lim, gw, ken, cob, ds, daryl. then char arrived, anita was like thinking who's that girl, yeah just another interesting friend i've got. i'm just a pest to her, irritating her forever. she super cocky, passed all the booklet, yet i only pass one of em. so unfair, why dumbass like her can pass i cant. a lil' improvement the second time, only 1 flunk. haha ! we then proceed to book for evaluation as well as ds. see u on wed.





dinner was a sumptuous and filling one, a treat by my aunt, cause it's my sis bday. dine at kuishinbo at suntec, fabulous jap restaurant buffet. it's eat till u explode ! the desserts are attractive and the sushi are fresh. also have tepayaki, just pick the meat to let them cook. eating my fav eel like nobody's business. the raw clams and shell fish taste really tasteless to me. i wonder why are these the 'most expensive stuffs'. ice cream with whatever topping u like, and fruit tarts for the retards, coffee and cuppuccino, liptop of many flavour such as vinilla, red forest, green tea and more. damn bloated after eating so much, one of the trainee waitress was kinda pretty, name stella. keep a look out for her if u visiting this restaurant in future.





HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE MAD WOMAN =D


imagine my 18 yrs+ of toleranting this girl with abit of mental prob,


yet being a nice soul entertaining her most of the time,


sometimes chat and play over the night,


sometimes blare at u cause i'm down and you're being annoying,


oh boy, i'm so sorry for being unable to control myself.


i know u're kind enough to understand right =D













my plate of dessert, it's not all of em'. i had second and third round for desserts. haha =P it's brownie at the center, in case u dont know.

yes, it's just a dream.

a bad shit dream ytd. second time of such false hope dreams. that's what happen when u sleep for too long. and i was still very awake in my dream, was convinced by the reasons this person gave.

ytd bball and after that midnight movie. rouge assasin, twisting of story unexpectedly. and that was nicely done. a nice car jet li drives, believe to be italians series car if i'm not wrong. having the same way of opening the door upwards just as lamborghini, pretty cool. the killing part wasnt really that gross, it's nc16 because there was scene where girls went nude.


movie. (if you're planning to catch this show, u might not want to read abt the following.)

well the story is about this great assasin, hired by the yakuza as well as the triads. before this, there were 2 FBI almost got this assasin but he escaped. he then seeked revenge on this FBI who shot him at his face, killing this FBI as well as his wife and daughter. therefore, this FBI partner was in agony to see his partner killed, waiting to nail this assasin down for his vengeance. this assasin betrayed the both of the gangs. why so, he help the yakuza leader to infiltrate the traids and work as his assasin to gain his trust to get that valuable golden horse sculpture , till the yakuza out his whole family out. but this assasin protected the wife and the child after killing the triad leader. this assasin then went on this to give the fake horse sculpture to the yakuza leader, know he will be punish for allowing the wife and child to live. he took out all the yakuza so easily and slicing the leader into pieces. he turn out to be the FBI that suppose to be killed by the assasin, but the assasin didnt make it. he disguise as the assasin after killing him and burn his very own house, so that no one will know the assasin died instead of him. he took revenge on the yakuza, gave the valuable sculpture to this wife of this traid. sent the yakuza leader's head to his daughter, who's also helping him and viciously gave the command to kill the whole family of the triad.

hmm i like the twisting of story part. if not it will turn out to be some normal assasinating show of gangs and stuff. we went to pm after movie for supper. playing psp and enjoying the cold wind of the night. soon after gw's psp battery went flat, they suggest to come my house and continue playing when he charge. i was watch bleach as playing with him, so u can see how slow is he to think and decide his move. then we tried playing burnout together but somehow there's prob to that. we're looking for some new games that we can play together. just keep on downloading haha. they leave at around 6am.

ytd my sis's friend also came over to play mahjong and celebrate her bday. then her friend bon's working at imodels now. out of sudden she asked me whether keen to be model. because of my height and build, ok looking face. well i went there like 1 or 2 yrs back before, with char, we were asked by the 'talent scouts' of imodels to try. but we both felt it's most probably a scam to earn the portfolio money of the models wannabe and dreaming to be models people. so we didnt really went for it.



same as you, but 76%

ARTS & SOCIAL SCIENCE (ASS)

art piece gallery. btw char's in faculty of ASS. yes the emphasis is on ASS.

2 master art piece by the same artist, can u believe it?


a powerful equation abt girls.

two wonderful art work that cost a bomb. one is 1.5k another is 2k if i'm didnt remember wrongly. roughly there.

okay wanted to log in to chill ezann a lil' after reading her blog, but end up consoling gera and helping a retard. yeah that same old retard that encountering probs with com. yup the pathetic both of us just got ditched recently. she've yet to let go of that badass bastard. a person of messed up mindset, sex & drugs huh? and he sort of having her on. met her by incident, leaving her a middle finger. is he a man? obviously he's a bastard and she still love her, there's no reason why, this i know. but try to let go, try to ignore, try to fill yourself with true friends so that u will be better. and please dun kiss another girl ! ass. know her only for 7 mths kiss her, i know u since primary why didnt kiss me instead ! lol. dun think of that badass that dun care, u should think of ppl that care, such as me. =x just kidding. well i'm really busy here helping my retarded friend. that's what friend does, help each other. i'm always here for her to complain abt her ex, i'm sucha nice guy. lol that's why i should learn to be a lil' more bad. ya please stop drinking as well, instead of wasting the beers, i shall drink them for u next time. i'm being so kind again, and i dunno why ! =P

i'm such a nice friend right. friends forever ! =D

holidays means -> no touching of school work !

hell yeah

after the retard treat my laptop drink water, now seems to be like a lil spoilt.

a big fucking thanks to you my dear friend.

a day with blur queen.

hmm still thinking whether should i shave my hair at the front and side, leaving only the top and back with my hair. or should i wear beanie everyday and let it grow long just like orlando bloom. yes, beanie's my best friend now. no need to style or whatever, just lub over my head. shall get more beanies of different type and design.

a freaking phone call that wake me up so reluctantly, and that sound of charmaine trying to make sure i get up and not fall back to slp... she was like asking me to stand up but i just nua-ed a lil' more on my so comfy bed, even after she hung up. as long as i'm not late, lunch wont be on me. haha ! dun try to bully me char, i'm younger, u should take good care of my instead. althought it's only abt 2 mths but it's just the fact that u are OLDer.

althought she may be abit younger than me, but no one will think that this small little girl is 18 going 19 this year. that's quite good in certain way, it hide your old-ness. it's been quite some time since we last meet up, and she's still as short, a lil' retard, a lil' act cute and super thick skin. she should serve NS at the frontline to deny bullet rounds with her skin so thick. i'm still as irritating to her, i really wonder why i like to irritate her so much, like since the day we met.

she's alrdy in UNI ! yet me still here with 17 yrs old people studying at poly. i will have to wait like 5 yrs to go Uni, provided my result allows me to(impossible), 3 yrs in poly and 2 yrs in NS. that's so unfair. if only i've studied just a little harder and earlier, or i studied in a better sch with good teachers and good influence. lol

well had my brunch at westmall, pasta mania. oh yah, this part is interesting; intially i entered the mall, heading toward kfc to look for her. And out of a sudden, something hit me. i thought i'm knocked onto some kids or something, only till i look downwards, and guess what.... it's shortie charmaine ! seriously didnt see her at all with my eyes looking infront, that means, she's so short that i couldnt see her while walking normally. and we have like more than 30cm of difference in height! ok back abt the meal, i had no appetite. so i told char, it must be her, making me no appetite to eat lol =x probably because i just got up from bed not long, and not feeling hungry just as yet. she kept wanting me to take off my beanie. yeah we also saw a couple wearing office wear getting on a bike. that girl in skirt and heels, going up that bike pulling up her skirt, then we go wooo... lol it's just so unsuitable, that's one of he reason i didnt go for bike instead. wearing formal riding a bike is a laughing stock, and what's more u have to hide under the shelter when it's raining. my hair is longer than hers, so she's calling me miss chong and wanted to cut for me. DREAM ON ! i rather shave it bald than let u cut my hair.

chatted about driving, her instructor was also one tall one fat, so we suspect we're in the same group. she's so absent mind or should i say blur, she dun even know what's her group number despite she's alrdy in stage 3. both our fat instructor have a lot to say, but the difference is, my fat instructor is younger and single i suppose. we then went to play arcade, she challenged my daytona, i was like thinking she will lose for sure. she dont believe even i told her she will, until i proved to her after 2 rounds of daytona, she's just behind me smelling my tail.

we took the wrong direction of bus, so embarrassed to say, i'm the one leading the way. before we went to the bus stop, she even ask me are you sure. and i replied "VERY SURE." till we reaching jurong east then she notice we're really in the wrong direction, no wonder i have this feeling like going home. so we alighted and took the other bus across the road instead. she wanted to buy this buy that; 7 cars, ipod touch and so on. she wants to married a rich man, and wants to marry a ABC (america born chinese). so i was saying that she's so materialistic. she say that i'm materialistic too, hmm... to a certain extent i 'may' be. yeah.. that suaku played a driving game with my psp, and knocking the car all over the places! i told her that's not bumper car where u can anyhow bump. i bet she wont get her license !

alright, here is the joke of the day. u may skip reading the anything before this, but this u must read this. here it goes; as we enter the room for final theory practice, found a seat, settled down, and start. she was behind me telling me she COULD NOT LOG IN. i also why the hell she cant log in. so she stood up and went infront to check with the instructors. then we was like using hand signal to tell me she will be waiting for me outside. then she sms me, telling that she dont have her booking, going to faint. then she told me she really booked, then she went to book for the next session also cannot. so she sat outside watching her ipod video wasting 50 mins of her time in her life. and it's gone, never u can get back that 50 mins. after 1st practise went out and see her, trying my best not to laugh out loud. seriously so blur. told her i didnt even pass one of the booklet, only did like about 3 or 4 of them. then called mingfu as he missed call when i'm inside. then char at there saying 'da niu yao sha ke liao', thank goodness mf didnt hear that. if not he will think i'm flirting around with girls. she say the way i speak chinese funny, and i seriously dun find it funny at all ! eelaine also say that, but she speak chinese even more funny than me can !

as i enter the room, she send me another sms. she told me that she book the slot of YESTERDAY. i was again trying to control and not to laugh.. she's really so superly blur. wasted her 4 dollars and 50 mins. ah yes, for certain reasons, she hate the sound of opening my bag. so i open and close a few times for her, trying to help u to get immune to it, so helpful of me. too bad u didnt appreciate. i have all sorts of strange friends and i suspect they are aliens from outer space in disguise.



here's a poem for my another strange friend;

ever since he got his com...
his problems with his com never cease...
the com is just like the owner...
wires all got connected wrongly...
that's why now so crazy...


well just crapping out without thinking. cause this crazy fella have many problem with his com and always afk or hang. where we were all at msn waiting for him.

"grow up"

bawr-ing-ly bawr-ing

yet to visit sentosa like since so long i've been wanting to go. holidays' running out. can we have a lil' longer holiday?

i cooked myself lunch, just rice and egg and luncheon meat and ham. it looks ugly and taste so fugly.

swim swim, girls in bikini. during the holiday after O's, we swim and gym regularly. and that's when i know this girl wen jing at the pool. didnt contact her after that cause her attitude sucks. remember once she called me in the night jio me go watch fireworks, not sure whether for new year or christmas, too bad i'm going out with friends. anyway, got her number just for fun.

having leg cramp after swimming awhile, good thank it didnt happen at the deep pool, if not i'm drown. laps after laps, swimming out of breathe lol. after that eat at mac, slack and play psp. then went to boon lay bball court. saw a couple of juying people, it's been kinda long since i see them. the people there are kinda fuck up arrogant. saw a guy at another court, looks like ezann's friend, yukai.

after that went yf hse give him suprise visit, we just wanted a place to play psp =x. play psp there and chill until 2am then eat supper. enjoy the aircon and the comfy bed and his nan ting song.

dunno since when i blog like almost everyday, gotta cut down to once a week cause i'm lazy.
stepping out of stage 1 soon. i hope.



"bad things happens to good people"

time never heal wounds, what time does is to coerce you in resigning to fate.

how true, isnt it. now for the 2nd time. still in the process but i instinctively know it will be sooner this time round.

comex it fair.

lim wanted to get a new com so hola me to it show, with fatass and shorty. this time was really disappointing, the previous comex IT fair i seen so more pretty girls ! okay, one of which i remember vividly, a pretty young girl, giving flyers. i seen her once and seen her twice in that fair, i was happy to see her the second time, fate you see. then i was happily and sillyly help her take the flyer, i bet she notice that i'm one of the handsome guy =x. and she gave a nice sweet smile that bring me to sky and i was laughing away as i pass her. another one was the camera show girl. she penetrate among the crowd and grinded me with her thigh, and her dress was like so smooth. there were also a handful of show girls were pretty.

this time round i seen none. but the model on stage for sony lappy and camera was pretty. i wonder is it the make up that made them look so pretty. i still prefer naturally pretty. of cos, having a great outlook means nothing, the inside also counts. i now feel that it's impt.

suprisingly i saw shu hua there, she look rather different. dunno whether is it because of after seeing the pretty models. hate crowd, dun wish to go for any more IT fair as such. hot and noisy. crap a lot as we penetrate the crowd, laughing as i'm walking. after taking the flyers from shu hua, my friends drown in the flood. they squated at a corner with the brochures covering their face, thinking i'm that dumb that cant recognise them and just walk pass. they said, there will only be one reason if i'm missing all of a sudden; that is i'm held up by a girl.

dine at genki sushi, taking the sushi plates like free and cabbed home. i squandered 90 bucks on buying a dc cap and a quicksilver beanie. regretted eating there, i wanted jack's place instead. cabbed home as it was raining.

so smart.

woke up at 12 when my driving lesson is at 1205. bathed and chiong cab down reaching at 1230. parallel parking is easier than what i thought. practise make perfect.

went sim lim to help lim to get the pc. he's really loaded and got a quad core, good graphic card and cooler and all. now he will no longer be laugh stock for having lousy laptop. he's got the most powerful machine among among us. gw finally got his psp, it's really damn fucking cheap now, because psp slim is out now. now 4 of us have it, playing downloaded game all day long. lim suck big time for losing yugioh to me 3 times despite of playing for so long, saying he's over powered to battle with me. my ass ! now he keep calling me and ask me stupid questions for every stupid errors his com giving him. what a noob.

had lunch at shake tea hut, regretted again, thans to gw. i shall not eat with u ever again ! the food and drink is average yet not cheap. the place is small and not cosy at all. should have went to eat mac or pastemania instead ! damn it.

playing psp all day long. some nice games; test drive, yugioh. i like my lamborgini in test drive lol. yugioh requires thinking brain. this friday 2 FT practise with char, she's bring me to nus to eat and tour then we travel to bbdc tgt. she's 2 mths older than me, and she's alrdy in university. that shows how much time i've wasted. well, time for a change, for character. own views shall stand firm, not affected even by the one u love. do what's i'm suppose to do, and be what i'm suppose to be.


last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EZANN NG SHU HUA (belated)! 18 years old, like finally. haha owe u a present, and if u want, a treat for u too. tell me when you're free. so sorry to fall into the 'bo xim' category, my deepest apology.


avril lavigne's songs are really nice almost every single one of them.

derby, still a long way to go.

soccer talk

alright the easy match against derby, a new team in bpl. well, it's a one sided owning game, despite of the absence of gerrard and carragher in the game. everyone knows liverpool gonna win, but we didnt expect for such a big leap.(6-0) opening goal scored by xabi alonso, a incredible free kick from as far as 35 yards from the goal post. alright, the defense of derby was rather sloppy, therefore torres was able to use the opportunity to score 2 goals. alonso ,also, score another goal for liverpool. babel finally score one for liverpool, however, he made quite some errors and mistake in the game. the last goal was score by voronin, he's sub in during the mid 2nd half. an easy game, not much of excitement. in the late game, liverpool players were just trying to score some sloppy goal, one of em was by kuyt, a loop that was deny by the keeper. carragher's rib is confirmed, broken. now both gerrard and carragher is injured, both captain and acting captain is down, hyppia was the captain for the game instead.

pissed off today, i dunno why i'm i so easily irritated. but there are some things i just couldnt stand. failed to hold my temper, sorry.

here's a not-funny-joke but my mother was rather amused and laughing non stop. hardly see her laugh that way. we were in the bank with my sis, then my sis were writing her name and acct no. for the cheque of my mum for her. so i read her name, and said; eh your name also 'tan **** ***' ah? my mother also sia. this result her laughing and saying i'm 'so zai' (silly son). such nonsense comment make ppl like them laugh, how ridiculous. needless to say, my sis was another one i can easily make her laugh even when i dun really want to.

alright, i want a long hair girl in future. not too long but long. long hair makes a girl a girl.

dunno since when e 1st '@' gave me a new name 'moo'.